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Monday, December 03, 2007

Mon, 03 Dec 2007 01:33:31 GMT

Crouching down inside a deep ravine
Those angry cries pass quickly by, he can't be seen
So many ways spent hiding in so many undone plans
Forgetting what it's like to fight when no one understands

Close call there in the shadows
There's a fear in the dark
There's one out there

All those memories, pain and anger, flood back one by one
They must be just around the bend, they always come
At night as I lay sleeping they come to me in herds
Their lies remain, the dreams the same, it's only fleeting words

No one calls there in the shadows
There's no end to the dark
There's no one out there, no one but me....

The hours pass so slowly, the life's slipping out of me
No way's the right way. is there a way out for me?
My life's slipping out...

Rising up, the night is done, and now the bright lights come
Held back in my pitied world where everythings undone
A cold wind blows right through me, I'm made a hollow shell
Theres nothing left, just ash remains, enrich the soil, no soul

Close call there in the shadows
There's an end to the dark
There's someone out there
Someone like me...

The hours pass so slowly
The lifes slipping out of me
Is there a way out for me?
The hours pass so slowly
There must be a way out for me...

Wednesday, November 14, 2007

Wed, 14 Nov 2007 02:51:41 GMT

And then the dreams start.

The dreams that I wake from, too afraid to close my eyes again.

Forced to lay on my back because I can't turn my back to any side of the room.

And my mind thinks of everything it can to petrify me.

I'm scared to sleep tonight.

Monday, November 05, 2007

Mon, 05 Nov 2007 12:10:13 GMT

I was ~~seven~~ and you were nine
I looked at you like the stars that shined
In the sky, the pretty lights
And our daddies used to joke about the two of us
Growing up and falling in love and our mamas smiled
And rolled their eyes and said oh my my my

Take me back to the house and the backyard tree
Said you'd beat me up, you were bigger than me
You never did, you never did
Take me back when our world was one block wide
I dared you to kiss me and ran when you tried
Just two kids, you and I...
Oh my my my my

Monday, May 21, 2007

Mon, 21 May 2007 01:49:48 GMT

Today was a good day.

No one stared at me.

Or Avoided staring at me

Or tried to burn me

Tuesday, May 15, 2007

Tue, 15 May 2007 02:11:56 GMT

It's weird how someone who would've used to know everything about you

now has no idea whats going on in your life.

I don't know who I have anymore

I guess that's te meaning of the word Ironyyyy

Mon, 14 May 2007 01:50:55 GMT

Like the fact that the one piece of writing I've ever had published.

""How to be a Best Friend""

Ok so maybe it was in the 7th grade....

But, apparently, I do not know how to do this.

Or at least how to keep one.

0 for 2

Proms. Both of them.But not even half of the pics

Fri, 04 May 2007 01:56:08 GMT

Jade and Me

Nessa and Me. This is an akward shot of me...

Haha. Kels and Me.

Meagan, Me, Sabrina, and Kelsey

Big losers

My favorite Alex

Shaun and Me

I absolutely love this kid. Even if he's pure evil. :p

Me and Cole :)

Chris and Brantley. XD

My crazy Meagan and me.

Me and Courtney

Me and Brantley.

Amanda and Me

Wednesday, April 18, 2007

Wed, 18 Apr 2007 10:48:29 GMT

You know whats amazing?

Feeling like you have no one who cares, no one to trust, and no one who wants to listen.

But then being proven to that you do.

Friday, April 06, 2007

Fri, 06 Apr 2007 00:59:51 GMT

I didn't realize it was gonna be like this....

I feel like I've sold my soul.

I'm trapped.

Tuesday, April 03, 2007

Tue, 03 Apr 2007 01:00:58 GMT

Well what am I supposed to do now......

Where do I go?